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@ Fulfillment Obi
2025-05-28 19:41:41
*WHEN THEY BREAK YOU AND STILL BLAME YOU*
Why does everyone hate me?" That question has screamed in my head more times than I can count. It's a brutal question because I can't find a single thing I did wrong. But their hate for me is real, a thick, suffocating blanket of judgment they refuse to explain.
Sometimes, I'm invisible, like a ghost in the room. Other times, I'm their punching bag, a convenient target for all their anger and issues. Did I hurt them? Did I say cruel things? Did anything I do deserve this cold, hard rejection? I've replayed every memory, every conversation, every thought.
The answer is always a clear and painful "no." They just decided: I'm worthless. Trash to be thrown away without a second thought. And that feeling - that raw, gut-wrenching rejection - stings so bad, I can feel it in my chest. What they've made me feel, this profound worthlessness, is a burden I can barely carry. Honestly, I don't know if I'll ever find it in me to forgive them for cutting such a deep, festering wound in my heart. Their indifference, their calculated cruelty, it still haunts me, a relentless shadow in the quiet of the night.
The pain they dished out wasn't just harsh words or icy stares. It dug deeper, right into my bones. They ditched me when my world was falling apart, when I needed them most. They left me stranded in a swamp of my own despair. It was so unbelievably cruel, it felt like they left me to die, like my life meant so little I didn't even deserve a goodbye, a simple nod that I was human. That betrayal didn't just hurt; it threw me into a darkness so thick, so suffocating, it's almost impossible to describe. I was trapped in a hopeless, chilling isolation, like the last person left on a planet no one cared about anymore. Every direction I looked, every horizon, just a gaping hole staring back.
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