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@ David
2025-06-14 15:47:03
yup. that insight came to me after a period of intense prayer too, as described in Phillipians 4:6-7
it's not likely anyone living a comfortable life is going to try it though. i had no money, and no hope at the time. i spent the next 6 months or so through the winter and was guided back to my favourite city, Sofia, and there i weathered the winter in relative comfort, on the street, but full of purpose. it was my "conversion on teh road to damascus" experience. up until that point i was mostly in a mind of deterministic nihilism. and then i found the opposite pole, of deterministic infinity. the two things are valid but one is a road to hell.